Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Chapter Twelve

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-Perviously-

"AWWWW!!! 7amad!! That's soo sweet of you! I Love it!"I said! It was beautiful and somehow it felt special.
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Before I spoke he just looked into my eyes waiting for my reaction,
I knew he was looking right into my eyes but I avoided his,
afraid I might be lost in his gorgeous hazel nut eyes.
I loved it that he got me this!
It was a charm to add to my charm bracelet! It was a diamond small heart.
I looked right into his eyes and thanked him but then ooops...
I got lost in his eyes,
he got lost in mine too,
it felt like forever.
It looked like he was struggling ,
he wanted to tell me something , there was something!
I just know it!
He suddenly looked away then looked down like he knew that I found out something was wrong.
" hamad is there something wrong?"
I asked.
" No.. It's just that I'm ... Uhh we are going to miss you.."
he said in a very sad tone still facing the ground.
"Hey look at me.. *he looked me in the eyes* I'm going to miss you too... But there's something wrong, tell me... What's wrong?"
I asked calmly it was very sad I really like him well more then like ,
I love him,
but I can't tell him that.
" No it's nothing * looking away* ..... We better get going your flight is after a couple of minutes."
He was soo close to tearing...
It was really sad..
I went to pay and just when I was going to pay hamad didn't let me
he payed then both of us went. when we were walking there was silence each of us was deeply thinking of how everything is going to change.
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( Hamad Thinking)
Is this really happening ?
Is she really leaving for four years?
How am I going to wake up everyday knowing that she's not here?
What if something happened to her over there?
Who is going to protect her from anything harming her if I'm not there?
What if... She finds a guy... And like him, then breaks her heart?
Why is everything happening so fast?
Why doesn't love always end up in an happy ending?
She cares about me doesn't she? Why doesn't she love me the way I love her?
Just tell me why...

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Hamad was so sad but at the same time heartbrokened
" why doesn't she love me the way I do love her?"
this question kept questioning himself *Tears* he loved her so much , When he realised he shed a tear he quickly looked away and wiped it hoping she doesn't notice...
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Friday, July 13, 2012

Chapter Eleven

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" Mom I'm not a little kid anymore!" I said not with anger but with a confidence! She smiled and gave me a hug.
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Dad left and there is still an hour and thirty minutes left for the flight. So I decided to go to Starbucks and have a cup of coffee. I walked towards Starbucks with a lot of thoughts in my head, wondering how my life will be.. Theres this fear but also excitement inside me. Afraid of my new life , the new changes and the new well, how can i say this...EVERYTHING!
The people are different and the living life is different.
What if they don't accept me for who I am?
But I cannot also say I'm not excited for my new life.
I think it's going to be an interesting experience!
It might be hard fitting in.. Oh wait Meera is with me so it'll probably be easier, well I really hope so!
" What would you like to order ma'am?" Asked the waitress disturbing my thoughts. " Umm yeah can I please have 1 caramel frappuccino but less ice" I told the lady. She nodded then left. The thing I'm really glad about is that my parents decided to change my college and not just that but to an other country, I'm really glad they get what I'm going thought and want to help me. The waitress got my caramel frapaccino . I sat in Starbucks alone , all people could see was me being silent but trust me when I tell you that my brain was really loud! Looking for answers to all my questions, but also filled with happy and sad thoughts. I drank it and then just sat there when suddenly I see hamad coming towards me with the biggest smile!
But yet I could see the sadness in his eyes. He was really sad that I'll be leaving. " Halla Mai!!" he said! Well shouted actually.
I waved to say hi then waved again to lower his voice it was really loud!
"Oh sorry" he said in embarrassment . " Hey it's ok! Anyways what brings you here?!" I asked curiously.
" I came to say goodbye" He said in a sad tone.
" You know I'm leaving after 10 Minutes ? You could've come earlier!" I told him.
" Ya I know that. That's why I came here really fast, to give you this" He handed me a Tiffany & Co. small paper bag With a wide smile. I looked at him with an " is this for me " way and he nodded. " Open it" he said excitedly!

I opened it...






"AWWWW!!! 7amad!! That's soo sweet of you! I Love yo....*Awkward!!!* Love it!!"I said! *Phew! That was close!*
Wow! What did I just see was he disappointed?! He thought I was going to say I love u ( which I was ) but then said I love it! And he's disappointed! Why? Why is he disappointed?
I loved him and what he got me it just felt special somehow I loved it! He was looking at my hands getting out the box from the bag, but also looking at my reaction - he was afraid of something but I just don't know what! It's like he was afraid of my reaction or even of something he's hiding from me.. If only I knew what it is..



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Monday, July 9, 2012

Chapter Ten : How It All Started

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-Previously-

I opened the box...

******GASP*******
"OH MY GOD!"

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Oh my god!!!!
I cannot believe this!!!!
I never expected them to get me well us that!
Finally this day came!
Finally I get what I want!!!!
From today half of all my dreams will come true!


















There was a ticket to NewYork!
We are going to NewYork!
"OH MY GOOD WE ARE GOING TO NEWYORK ?! FINALLY WE WILL GET OUT OF HERE!"
I kept yelling with excitement!
I really didn't smile or be happy that much from a really long time!
"No honey U are going to NewYork! Oh there is an other thing inside the box "
I looked down and all I saw where a couple of collage papers ugh!
Oh wait! OMG! IS THAT HAMILTON COLLAGE!
"Mom please tell me that I'm going there I really need a break from here...."
I said trying to make sure that this isn't a prank or something.
Mom interrupted
"Mai ,calm down! We thought that too and your father and I think you're old enough. You can take responsibility. You also know what's wrong and what's right, so we decided to let you go live in NewYork, But... you will go live with your cousin Meera"
"Oh My God thank you soo much!" I hugged both of them and kissed their forehead. They told me that the course starts after 2 weeks but I'll be leaving to NewYork after a week. And they also told me they agreed on doing this so that I can feel better, and not depressed all the time after what happened in collage

A Week Later....

Last week I didn't really do much.. I had these weird stomach pains but it probably because I was a little bit nervous and I also had a bit of fever..Hamad kept calling but I didn't answer, I really felt bad so I called him yesterday he told me he was sorry and I should forget what he said and lets just be friends I agreed, I told him that I'm going to live in NewYork for a while... He was really sad but also wished me the best. *knock knock* "come in!" I said , my mom entered the room and sat next to me on my bed " jahazti ilshan6a?" I nodded. "ok kalamt Meera w she will come pick you up from the airport in NewYork, be a good girl!"Said mom

" Mom I'm not a little kid anymore!" I said not with anger but with a confidence! She smiled and gave me a hug.



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Sunday, July 8, 2012

Chapter Nine : Thats When My Life Actually Began

Hey sorry for not posting the other day I was just too busy.
So I decided to post another post today to make it up to you guys!
And I'm busy these days but I'll try my best to post.
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-Previously-

I kept thinking about what happened and that's when blackness filled my eyes...
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I woke up to my doctor's voice telling my parents that I'm fine but I just have a little scratch on my ankle .
" So we have it wrapped for her because it's nothing serious but it doesn't mean she shouldn't take care of it. Oh look she woke up! *Wide Smile* Let's have her checked come with me Mai"

" Mama what time is it?" I said in a sleepy voice
" 9aba7 il5air 7abeebty! Ilsa3a 9 w n9" I headed to the toilet , with my mom's help off course , I couldn't really walk well and all those bruises really did hurt a lot .
And I went in alone to Wash my face and get changed and headed with the doctor to the check up room.
He told what to do and what not do .... It was extremely boring!
And finally after that I went to my room so I can pack and leave.
To my surprise guess who I found "A7med!!!! Your here!" He ran and hugged me
"Ouch a7med I'm soo bruised its all over my body!"
"Oh Sorry" he said and kissed my forehead
" Yallah mom packed your bag already let's go"
We headed to the house and I talked to my mom and dad about that picture..
They said they already knew and they talked to 7amad about it.
And we had a little argument about me going to college.
I really don't want to go to AUD anymore or any other collage in the UAE!
But they said I had to so we decided that I go but only the first week days and see how it goes, and if it didn't go well...
Then we will see what we will do about it.

|AFTER THREE DAYS|
Each day everything gets worse! I come home crying each and every single day.
My mom and dad felt so sorry for me because I was depressed all the time.
They thought I needed a change in my life but I never knew what they meant. Mom and dad entered my room * Smiling Wildly* what's going on ? I thought.
They handed me a box.
"What's that?" I asked not bothering to open it..
I was just annoyed how they force me to go to collage everyday!
" It's a gift! Open it!!"
It was a box wrapped with baby blue wrapper and baby pink ribbon.
I started with cutting the wrapper then cutting off the blue wrapper slowly and gently. It was a white cardboard box. I looked at them confused.
" Just Open It!" said my mom excitedly , she was more excited than I was.
I opened the box...

******GASP*******
"OH MY GOD!"


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Chapter Eight : What really Happened that Day ( Part 6 )



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I just wanna let you know that I'm changing the way I write May because this is how you actually write it -----> Mai.
So I'll start writing it like that
----->Mai

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"I Love You"


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he said it.. But I saw the regret and fear in his eyes, he did mean it .. But he knew he wasn't ready to tell me...Not now...


" 7amad can u leave?" I really did want him to stay, but I had to let him leave... I didn't know what to say or do..
I didn't want to be mean but it was too much for one day! First the picture then the accident and here I am sitting next to 7amad admitting his love to me?! It's not that I don't like him...
Well I do. But I just needed a little break and time to think it's too much!

" Mai agoolich a7bich matefhemeen?!" and this is when he started getting angry!
"7amad this is just too much for one day, I need to get some rest" I turned the other way and pretended to be sleeping.
" Mai bas.." He sounded sad, I really didn't look at him, I didn't want to feel sorry for him and tell him that I have feelings for him!
A) Because I'm still not sure what those feelings are
B) I never loved a guy, or even had a boyfriend and those stuff... Well because I planned to not to do that, I don't want to be the girl who falls inlove then gets heartbroken , so I marry the man then learn to love him simple as that =)!
I interrupted him " 7amad Please"
He left with anger building up on him , he was sad... Really sad I could see it in his eyes..
I kept thinking about what happened and that's when blackness filled my eyes...

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Friday, July 6, 2012

Chapter Seven : What really Happened that Day ( Part 5)



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-Previously-

•••••FLASHBACK•••••

" May can I ask u a question"


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I nodded but also was worried what was he going to ask me?!
" May.... What happened ? Who sent that and why? What did that person want?" he was so curious I could see it in his eyes but I also saw love and care. " it's all ur fault! If you didn't tell me to hang out with you this wouldn't have happened!" and I bursted into tears, I couldn't control them, it's like they were trying to escape my eyes. " what are you talking about?!"Shouted hamad
" don't pretend like you don't know who sent that picture... Everyone should've expected it, YOU should've known she was up to this! She hates me and she started hating me even more when I started hanging out with you ! It was maryam! She warned me before but I didn't know she was serious! " I shouted back "AND WHY DIDNT U TELL ME THAT BEFORE?! WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THAT SHE HATES YOU AND WARNED YOU?! " he said it with anger he kept yelling it was getting scarier!
"AND WHY SHOULD I TELL YOU?!" I shouted back, how dare he shout at me?! I'm the one who should be shouting at him. Here's the reason I'm here in the first place!
" BEACAUSE...... UMM BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MAY! I SAID IT!" and that's when he started calming down.



" I Love You"











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Thursday, July 5, 2012

Chapter Six : What really Happened that Day ( Part 4 )

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This is the next part! :)
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-Previously-

•••••FLASHBACK•••••

I kept crying and crying I couldn't see what was in front of me from how blurry things were... When suddenly!



****GGAAASSPP****


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*BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*
That moment, that exact moment I felt my world is tearing apart..it was terrifying! I couldn't stop the car or even move from how shocked I was... Shocked to know that I might die now, this second I couldn't think but the only question on mind "whats going to happen next?!"


I tried opening my eyes but the light wouldn't let me... "Where am I ?" I thought to myself... Something warm was on my hand, it was soft and warm it never let go . I looked and it was my mom's hands she didn't move them , like she was afraid to let go... She was afraid to let go and loose me...her face was as white as a paper... She looked terrified and worried! Her beautiful perfectly greyish blue rounded eyes weren't so perfect like they usually are.. She had no make up on which was so weird , I tried remembering what happened.. But I failed. "May 7abeebty nashaiti?? Inti b5air?? Il7mdellah!" she came and gave me a warm hug. And that's when I realised I was at the hospital. Dad entered and kissed my forehead "haaa may? Sh5barich al7een inti zaina?" I nodded. "Zain 3yal fee 7ad ya eyzoorich... Umm... 7amad 7ayak ta3al" "isalam 3laikom " he looked at us well me and smiled " w 3laikom isalam" he came in and took a seat he was looking really good! I couldnt resist not looking at him! Wait may snap out of it! He's the reason I'm here! "zain 3yal bn5aleekom 3 ra7atkom , Ana nazla ta7at taboon shay ?" I shaked my head sideways ( meaning no) "salamatkom" said 7amad and smiled his gorgeous smile showing his beatiful pearly white teeth. As soon as my parents left he asked this
" May can I ask u a question"

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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Chapter Five : What really Happened that Day ( Part 3 )

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I hope you enjoy this part!

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- Previously -

•••••FLASHBACK•••••

Everything was fine on that day until I received that ONE Message....

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"This messages is probably from my mom" I thought..

Well little did I know...

I entered the cafeteria and everyone was looking at me,
some where laughing and some where looking at me in disgust and others well they were whispering to each other.
Lamooy and reemo came running to me and whispered
" we don't know you from this day on ,our friendship is over!" they said
,they looked embarrassed and I was shocked!
What did I ever do to them ?
What happened?
Maryam came close by , winked , smiled and left.
The first thing I thought was " what did she do?!"
my eyes began to tear I had no idea what was happening but it didn't look good.
And just when I thought my day couldn't get any worse 7amad grabbed my hand and pulled me to a corner
" SERIOUSLY MAY?! WHAT WHERE U THINKING ?! WHY DID U DO THAT?!!!" He kept yelling angrily..
That's when he realised I had no idea what going on!
Tears began to run across my cheeks " wait.. You umm didn't send it?... The message?..did u even get it?" he asked trying to calm hisself
" w..wh..what message?" I tried my best to keep my voice as steadily as possible.
He shook his head and looked down and gave me his phone to see that one picture.
I dropped the phone
" it can't... It cant be.."
tears where racing down my cheeks
" I have to go"
I ran so fast like their was no tomorrow I didn't know where I was going but all I thought was I had to leave from this place.
I can't believe she did that,
I can't believe maryam sent that picture,
I kind of expected something but not that bad.
I can't believe she sent a picture of me in the shower!
I feel ashamed, embarrassed , humiliated, people might think its not a big deal! But to the whole collage?! Each and every single person saw that picture!
.How can she?
"May Wait! Where are you going?!"
shouted 7amad as I was running to the car with teary eyes.
"He seems to be the only one who actually cares"
I whispered to my self...
I kept driving and driving I didn't know where I was going, I just wanted to runaway... All those thoughts popped in up my head
" what will my parents do?"
" How am I going to face everyone in collage?"
"what if somebody posted that picture on the Internet?!"
I kept crying and crying I couldn't see what was in front of me from how blurry things were...
When suddenly!



****GGAAASSPP****


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Chapter Four : What really Happened that Day ( Part 2 )

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- Previously -
•••••FLASHBACK•••••
Well he's the one who comes and asks me if I wanna go out to get lunch as "friends" and if i wanna go to the movies. Maryam got mad REALLY MAD! I didn't really care.... But that was my biggest mistake...

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It was that day when it all happened... You might think its not a big deal but I was humiliated, embarrassed , I just wanted a black hole to appear and swallow me alive I was standing there, i didn't know what to do, do I runaway?


We where heading to gym class, I was so into the conversation between lamooy and reemo they're my friends... We're not soo close but we still hang out. And then Maryam appeared she came to me she was laughing devishly I felt like she was upto something she came and whispered to my ears " I warned u, but you didn't listen"
she winked and laughed out loud. "what was that all about?!"
asked lamooy.
" it's nothing...lets get changed we better hurry to the gym"
I said. And we went to class and after that each of us went to the shower, I took a shower and changed and headed to the cafeteria
" Maryam just wanted to scare me"
I thought. Everything was fine on that day until I received that ONE Message....


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Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Chapter Three: What really Happened that Day ( Part 1 )

Hey! Here is the next part I hope you enjoy it! And I wanna thank "glittery-butterfliez " for being the first person to comment :)
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I was walking in the hallway texting my mom that "I'll be late today" while walking to class when suddenly out of nowhere

BUM!

! "awww" I blurted *rubbing my head*
i bumped into him! OMG I cant believe it it's him!! When I said him I meant THE HIM!! He offered me his hand and I took it, he also helped me get my books wow I didn't expect that from him. "sorry 7amad I was in a hurry because I'm late to class" "La 3adi but you better be careful next time!" He said and smiled... Awkwardness filled the hallway when suddenly she pops out of no where! " Hala 7abeeby 7amad shoo itsawee....aa 3ind hathee" she pointed at me with one finger and looked at me with disgust . "Maryoom 3aib!" " Yaya whatever" she muttered " it was nice bumping into you may! " he smiled and I got lost , lost in his gorgoes hazel nut brown eyes it was beautiful ,, and oh.. His skin he was perfectly tanned he was the one and only, the guy that every girl wants but is too afraid to get close to because if any of the girls get close to him these girls will suffer and be in hell! They will suffer from my ex-best friend Maryam. Maryam was my best friend a couple of years ago but I really don't know what has gotten into her she was sweet and nice , everybody loved her but then she slowly started to change I was too afraid to loose her because you see she was the only person that I actually tell everything to, I don't really trust anyone and it's really hard for me to trust people. And that big fight all started when I said "you're changing and everyone says so, your not being your self, you've changed a lot! What happened?" and that's when she started denying it and kept telling me offended me which I never expected to hear from her, and from that day I never really talked to her. " May?? You still here" Said 7amad smiling widely " oh ya sorry , I better get to class, see you around! " and when I was about to walk away maryam eyed me in an angry look which looked terrifying! And whispered " You better stay away from him!" and I quickly went to class. From that day 7amad and I started hanging out more often ... Well he's the one who comes and asks me if I wanna go out to get lunch as "friends" and if i wanna go to the movies. Maryam got mad REALLY MAD! I didn't really care.... But that was my biggest mistake...

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Chapter Two

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Here is a very and when I say very I mean it , a very short part but hope it gets u tensed up and excited!
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he wiped my tears and gave me a hug and I headed to the plane. As I was heading to the plane i had this little fear inside me, I was afraid that what happened in dubai well... Happens in NewYork...
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As I walked to the plane this fear was hunting me,it grew bigger and bigger it was eating me alive I remembered every single detail on that Day I remember every single person laughing at me... It was horrible.. It was embarrassing... It was something you wouldn't want to experience... People might think its not a really big deal but to me.... It's something I would never forget...EVER...

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Chapter One : The New Start

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So finally here I am ready to take my next step to my new life, I am kind of nervous but happy at the same time . I will finally forget what happened and go there , there where people won't look at me like I'm some kind of a beast or even like I'm... Im something dirty. I'm going there and finally won't be judged by rumours spreading around. I will finally go to NYC and go to the collage of my dreams Hamilton Collage. "MAY!! YALLA TA25ARTI IL6AYARA BIT6EER" Said Mom as she interrupted my thoughts" ok mom I'm coming!"I grabbed my beige channel bag looked at the mirror , one last time just glimpse of how I look before I leave and headed downstairs." Yalla may mama il6ayara bit6eer 3anich mayestiwi chee" said dad as he grabbed his car keys and headed to the car. I kissed my mom goodbye then headed to my dad's car , as he drove me to the airport, he talked about well.. What u expect every dad to talk about how I should be careful and all that stuff , I listened and nodded. My dad dropped me off to the airport and helped get my luggage inside he took me inside and right at that moment my eyes started to tear up, you see my dad and I are well more than best friends since my older brother got married he got carried away with building his own family that he forgot to visit most of the time so he stopped calling my dad and asking about him and they got into an argument which makes it a7med's( my brother) fault I felt bad for my dad and well I started hanging out with him more well ALOT and my mom would always get jealous :p . "Baba I'll miss u so much *tears* I love u a lot and I promise u as soon as I reach I'll call " " U do that sweety, you gotta get going I love you, and take care " he wiped my tears and gave me a hug and I headed to the plane. As I was heading to the plane i had this little fear inside me, I was afraid that what happened in dubai well... Happens in NewYork...
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