Chapter Eleven

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" Mom I'm not a little kid anymore!" I said not with anger but with a confidence! She smiled and gave me a hug.
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•••••BACK TO REALITY•••••

Dad left and there is still an hour and thirty minutes left for the flight. So I decided to go to Starbucks and have a cup of coffee. I walked towards Starbucks with a lot of thoughts in my head, wondering how my life will be.. Theres this fear but also excitement inside me. Afraid of my new life , the new changes and the new well, how can i say this...EVERYTHING!
The people are different and the living life is different.
What if they don't accept me for who I am?
But I cannot also say I'm not excited for my new life.
I think it's going to be an interesting experience!
It might be hard fitting in.. Oh wait Meera is with me so it'll probably be easier, well I really hope so!
" What would you like to order ma'am?" Asked the waitress disturbing my thoughts. " Umm yeah can I please have 1 caramel frappuccino but less ice" I told the lady. She nodded then left. The thing I'm really glad about is that my parents decided to change my college and not just that but to an other country, I'm really glad they get what I'm going thought and want to help me. The waitress got my caramel frapaccino . I sat in Starbucks alone , all people could see was me being silent but trust me when I tell you that my brain was really loud! Looking for answers to all my questions, but also filled with happy and sad thoughts. I drank it and then just sat there when suddenly I see hamad coming towards me with the biggest smile!
But yet I could see the sadness in his eyes. He was really sad that I'll be leaving. " Halla Mai!!" he said! Well shouted actually.
I waved to say hi then waved again to lower his voice it was really loud!
"Oh sorry" he said in embarrassment . " Hey it's ok! Anyways what brings you here?!" I asked curiously.
" I came to say goodbye" He said in a sad tone.
" You know I'm leaving after 10 Minutes ? You could've come earlier!" I told him.
" Ya I know that. That's why I came here really fast, to give you this" He handed me a Tiffany & Co. small paper bag With a wide smile. I looked at him with an " is this for me " way and he nodded. " Open it" he said excitedly!

I opened it...






"AWWWW!!! 7amad!! That's soo sweet of you! I Love yo....*Awkward!!!* Love it!!"I said! *Phew! That was close!*
Wow! What did I just see was he disappointed?! He thought I was going to say I love u ( which I was ) but then said I love it! And he's disappointed! Why? Why is he disappointed?
I loved him and what he got me it just felt special somehow I loved it! He was looking at my hands getting out the box from the bag, but also looking at my reaction - he was afraid of something but I just don't know what! It's like he was afraid of my reaction or even of something he's hiding from me.. If only I knew what it is..



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