Chapter Twelve

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-Perviously-

"AWWWW!!! 7amad!! That's soo sweet of you! I Love it!"I said! It was beautiful and somehow it felt special.
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Before I spoke he just looked into my eyes waiting for my reaction,
I knew he was looking right into my eyes but I avoided his,
afraid I might be lost in his gorgeous hazel nut eyes.
I loved it that he got me this!
It was a charm to add to my charm bracelet! It was a diamond small heart.
I looked right into his eyes and thanked him but then ooops...
I got lost in his eyes,
he got lost in mine too,
it felt like forever.
It looked like he was struggling ,
he wanted to tell me something , there was something!
I just know it!
He suddenly looked away then looked down like he knew that I found out something was wrong.
" hamad is there something wrong?"
I asked.
" No.. It's just that I'm ... Uhh we are going to miss you.."
he said in a very sad tone still facing the ground.
"Hey look at me.. *he looked me in the eyes* I'm going to miss you too... But there's something wrong, tell me... What's wrong?"
I asked calmly it was very sad I really like him well more then like ,
I love him,
but I can't tell him that.
" No it's nothing * looking away* ..... We better get going your flight is after a couple of minutes."
He was soo close to tearing...
It was really sad..
I went to pay and just when I was going to pay hamad didn't let me
he payed then both of us went. when we were walking there was silence each of us was deeply thinking of how everything is going to change.
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( Hamad Thinking)
Is this really happening ?
Is she really leaving for four years?
How am I going to wake up everyday knowing that she's not here?
What if something happened to her over there?
Who is going to protect her from anything harming her if I'm not there?
What if... She finds a guy... And like him, then breaks her heart?
Why is everything happening so fast?
Why doesn't love always end up in an happy ending?
She cares about me doesn't she? Why doesn't she love me the way I love her?
Just tell me why...

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Hamad was so sad but at the same time heartbrokened
" why doesn't she love me the way I do love her?"
this question kept questioning himself *Tears* he loved her so much , When he realised he shed a tear he quickly looked away and wiped it hoping she doesn't notice...
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